I’ve been bailing from my own ground, wandering into emptiness where everything seems so slow and meaningless. I’ve been raging on my own decisions to go from where to nowhere, but I can’t stay mad forever, I have to go on. The world is riding its roller-coaster to unknown and I’m one of the passengers. Just the thought of it… Read more →
“Didn’t we all want an intellectual partner with whom we could share our work, ideas, and slightest thoughts? Didn’t everyone want to write in Paris cafés amid the clatter of coffee cups and the hubbub of voices, and spend their summers in Rome in complicated but apparently harmonious foursomes? Who wanted monogamy when one could have freedom and stability, love… Read more →
Since two days ago, I had encountered a problem with my hosted network caused by my virtual adapter. I can’t connect any of my device because my virtual adapter decided to disabled itself. But before I know that this was the main cause, I looked down every possibilities by googling and going through all the network settings in my laptop.… Read more →
So it started about a month ago, when I suffered from tonsillitis. You know, that inflammation in your throat and nasal area. I got tonsilitis two times within two weeks and cold a week after, it made me notice that I have a low immunity against virus. I easily get sick, and I hardly forgot how being healthy feels like.… Read more →
So couple nights ago I decided not to stay in my boarding house, instead I took a train back to my grandmother’s house. Because my grandparents are still in Malaysia for some medical check-up. I met up with my brother (who works in central of Jakarta) in the station, so that we could get back home… Read more →
1. Smile like it’s your first day of everything good that’s willing to be happen. 2. Start the day by writing everything that you want to do today in your note pad, then accomplish all of it. 3. Keep your promise. And don’t make promises unless you’re going to keep it. 4. Do not stalk! whether it’s your ex, your… Read more →
Tepat kemarin, hari minggu yang lalu saat baru saja pulang dari tempat arisan, tanteku bercerita mengenai Kevin. Kevin adalah anak dari salah satu tetangga di kompleks ini. Usianya baru saja menginjak 13 tahun, mengingat Kevin baru saja masuk SMP. Siang itu, para ibu-ibu arisan dikejutkan dengan kenyataan bahwa mulai sekarang Kevin harus bergantung pada kursi roda. Ceritanya, 3 bulan yang… Read more →
22 December, 2012 9:44 AM Ibu, surat ini kutulis karena hari ini adalah harimu. Surat ini kutulis sebagai bentuk rasa cinta dan hormatku. Surat ini kutulis sebagai bentuk kekagumanku atas adamu. Dan terlebih, bersama surat ini aku antarkan ucapan selamatku, bu. Selamat hari ini 84 tahun yang lalu, seluruh Ibu, seluruh perempuan di nusantara duduk bersama, berpikir kritis dlm satu… Read more →
I read literotica like L’amant of Fifty Shades of Grey but nothing like Delta of Venus by Anais Nin. You know, her aphrosidiac poetry has violently soaked into my flesh, leaving me with pain and frustration; hunger and absence at the same time. Here are my favorite quotes of her piece of art: “As we were condemned to focus only… Read more →
To write, to read, to draw or simply listen to the music; is the easiest escape from your reality. Being lost in mind is much more like a getaway,like travelling,like reforming the universe,like having a place where we belong to.
Lalu awan pekat itu menjelma segulung kenangan berisikan bulir-bulir pasukan penyayat hati..
Bagiku kini hujan tak romantis.
Hujan itu sadis